breaking free

lets talk something abt me..hehe..have you envy anyone?..i wonder..i do envy ppl..we envy ppl because we want to be lyk them?..or because they have the things that u don't have?..
i envy ppl who can express themselves well in the ppl arnd them..the way they speak out their minds easily..can i be lyk them?..i wished i could..i guess i was scared to hurt anyone by saying the wrong things..i am always careful with my words..i wanted to speak out my mind easily..i'm trying now..i really hate the quiet me..
i have met alot of fun ppl..i have to learn a lot of things from everyone..=)..
shi fu..thanks..u have added alot of noises in my life..haha..and all the ppl arnd me..thank you..i'm trying to break free from my old self..a new me may be out anytime..lol..sounds lyk promoting a toy..=)

signing off

*trying hard*